Done this job in 10 days time,rushing jobs with lots of details.....hooo.....and i survived!!!
see we play with 'kerbau' (water buffalo) and imagine it's only used for 2 secs in the commercial, what a waste. And we have 'ayam serama' (a kind of chicken that they rear it as pet, it's petite & corky). Forgot to snap a picture of the BMW and our hero house also......
my first producing job ended yesterday. accidentaly deleted the panaromic view of the 'huge' scene, got only this satellite van, which cost over millions dollar and is the one and only one they have. (sounds like a TV commercial) hehehee....
Do you like to travel? What's ur purpose of travelling? For de-stressing on all the hardship at work? for knowing other countries culture? or just merely for a walk outside the house?
For me travelling is the time for me to talk to my inner self. I love to travel to others countries to see how other people live in the life, how ppl cope with their daily life. Especially love to have a map to strolling by myself looking at the shops, looking at the people and at the same time asking myself what i really want. This is the only time that I can have myself to my own, where I can think......how I wish I have a job just to travel.....that will be extreme wonderful......
After all these years, I just realize that I'm a body without soul. I lost my dream, my dreams full of stories are all gone. Have been believing that I need to gain more technical hands on experience on the industry and hence after I grad, I have been pushing myself to grab every chance of production knowledge whenever I can. Yes, I did manage to know how to handle a production but at the same time, I had totally ignore the story telling ability of myself which I had been putting aside for the 5 years. Hopefully it's still not too late for me to start rolling the stone again in polishing my story telling skill now......keep my finger cross....
Why am I always in the position being blame for what I think is right? Why put me in the situation that I must attend to all your call and I doesn't have a choice? or even I'll be blame for being 'too much' just because I don't comply to it.....tf was right, would you start a conversation of no where to your 'ex'? Or even would you take too much care if something happen to your ex family? Not that I won't care, it's just I feel that it's such a 'dilemma' situation .....Till now, I still think that I can't be able to care so much...... call me selfish or whatever.....
have been shooting the food photography for my cousin's up coming cafe - Simply Penang
My best shot of the day
Heard this funny but true statement from a drama series ...
(translated from Cantonese)
" Our brain is like a computer, however, this computer can only have a
certain RAM, it cannot be upgrade to a larger capacity. Hence, we need
to dump the unnecessary memory and fill it all up with the happy
moments.
Forgot about the pasts..."
I guess this is all we need to be able to live strong in this world.....
Found this on my email today, quite true piece of words to share with my frens....;P
"TO ALL BITCHES LIKE ME
BITCHOLOGY
When I stand up for myself and my beliefs,they call me a bitch.
When I stand up for those I love,they call me a bitch.
When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts or do things my own way,they
call me a bitch.
Being a bitch means I won't compromise what's in my heart.
It means I live my life MY way.
It means I won't allow anyone to step on me.
When I refuse to tolerate injustice and speak against it,I am defined as a
bitch.
The same thing happens when I take time for myself instead of being
everyone's maid,or when I act a little selfish.
It means I have the courage and strength to allow myself to be who I truly
am and won't become anyone else's idea of what they think I "should" be.
I am outspoken, opinionated and determined.
I want what I want and there is nothing wrong with that!
So try to stomp on me, try to douse my inner flame, try to squash every
ounce of beauty
I hold within me. You won't succeed.
And if that makes me a bitch , so be it.
I embrace the title and am proud to bear it.
B - Babe
I - In
T - Total
C - Control of
H - Herself
B = Beautiful
I = Intelligent
T = Talented
C = Charming
H = Hell of a Woman
B = Beautiful
I = Individual
T = That
C = Can
H = Handle anything
Send this to 5 women to put a smile on their face!!
"If you can't do something right,get a woman to do it."
Life should NOT be a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving
safely in an attractive and well preserved body, but rather to skid in
sideways,chocolate in one hand,wine in the other, body thoroughly used
up,totally worn out and screaming...Damn, What a ride!!
Life is an attitude:
Attitudes are more important than circumstances!!!
Was being easily in depression these few days....feel that everything's just not right, but just doean't know how to deal with it....read irene's blog and had the same feeling as hers. I found no one to turn to when I'm in depression, no one to talk to but only to my own little voice. Reading her blog about boycott thing during primary school (we are classmates) really remind me of the bad memories I have during that time. Although now, there's nothing between us friends, but the memories of that time really sadden me. Until now, I can't made myself mix up with people so easily. I prefer to have lunch alone, rather than with my colleagues, cause I can't seem to get myself into their conversations. It's not that I doesn't want to, however there's just no common point for me to put myself in. When come to think of it, it's so funny. Some of the time, I can just easily get acquaintance with some strangers, but some of the time, there's just no click at all. It's so hard to get someone to listen to our heart as we grew older.....
read from an ex-colleague archive blog and found out that she's actually a fren of my 3 month old fren - a happy going guy who had committed suicide. This happen 4 years ago. Knew him when I first joined the master part time class. and it's merely 3 months. All of us was shock and super shock on why..... This is like asking why all the time but no one will ever know the answer eventually. Love this sayings of Forest Gump "Life's like a box of chocolate, you'll never know what you gets" Chocolates can be bitter and can be sweet. But you can only know once you experience it with your taste bud. That's the reason we shouldn't afraid of experience them and I'm sure one day you will get the "sweets" of life. If we let ourselve to take a step further, at least there's a chance even it's a minimal one, but If we forbid ourselves at the first place, you gain nothing. Life's precious, live it up!!!
I know i had been missing for the whole month. If you think I'm busy with work, I'm not. Not working for the past whole month and not even a single penny dropping into the pocket. Have been so frustated. If it's not becoz of it's a temporary jobs I wouldn't have accept it. After all this years, I still can't convince myself to do commercials as my living. I don't like the way the Agency's control all, telling you what to do by the fact that they don't know what should be done. Still prefer to be doing TV programmes or documentary where I can learn the cultures and lifes of the people around me. I find myself always in a thirst for various kind of knowledge. Don't know whether this is good or not for me as some will say I'm not focus. Don't know why, it's just I'll be curious over anything that I doesn't know and hope that I can know it in deep. But sometimes when I sit down and think, should I continue to be like that or should I just pick something up and focus in it? Now I'm in dilemma, should I do Commercials for the sake of the money or should I go back to TV for the sake of satisfaction?
"Dear, I am going to XX, just let you know that I have called XXX to ask him to give you a chance for prod work. I think he iwll consider my recommend, anyway i am not sure he is ok or not, but i hope you have a job. keep in touch"
when i saw this sms displayed on the phone, my heart ache. I feel so touching and unexpected that someone whom i thought had always been neglecting my feelings and don't remember my words actually done something to help me....i was totally speechless at that time and tears just fell down uncontrollably. In a way, I never thought to ask him to help, as i just feel that i should get the job by my own means and not through others help. I was always in dilemma when i comes to this situation. I wanted the job, but I doesn't wish that I got the job because of someone's recommendation. If I got the job, I'll be feeling like I am "using" a fren to help me get a job,"using" his "good relationship" with others. I wish that I got it because of my own capability. Maybe someone will says, c'est la vie, we need recommendations in order to reach our goals. But it just can't convince me. Any comments?
transporting through my ATOZ ..... look at him, scary scary man.....
reach destination ===> new house
walk into the house compound....but oops retreat again....Bao Bei:"whose house is this??? RUN!!"
Finally , in the house......wanted to rush into my house now!!!
bye bye....look after the house, Bao Bei
You're a Bernese Mountain Dog!
No bones about it, you're a good-hearted, people-loving Bernese Mountain Dog. Down-to-earth and loyal, no one works or plays harder than you do. You put your nose to the grindstone when it really counts, but you never neglect your social calendar. Simultaneously strong and sweet, you're very tuned-in to the feelings and needs of the other dogs you run with. Without having to be asked, you always have a helping paw to lend and a sympathetic shoulder to lean on. "Communication" is your middle name, and when that's paired with your unswerving devotion, you get a breed that everyone respects and trusts. Woof!
What Breed of Dog Are You?
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Finally, RESIGN today!!
After 2 1/2 month of "working" in the company, I finally quitted. Why do I quote the working word? Coz this 2 1/2 month is really and merely a work of nothing to me. I have totally no interest in the job and every morning going to work , i just can't kept thinking to quit. Maybe my decision is wrong at the first place, I shouldn't have the thought that I will like / be in love with commercial although I thought maybe when I first graduate I don't got the chance to understand it better. But now I know what I want. Being in the commercial line is totally a no-satisfaction job at all. You won't feel content and actually feel nothing after you have completed a job. I can see it's more like a daily routine to me if I continue to be in it. Wherelse in TV line, it's totally another story. Although the money is not that good in TV, but the feel of contentment is pretty good. You can learn life of people and even life philosophy from the people involved in making the programme a sucess. and after that, you can really see the result of your hardwork. Hopefully, I do not make the wrong choice this time!!
Found this interesting from Kea's blog. Reminds me of always seeing things in both view -- optimistic vs. Pessimistic
I made a medical claim with Hong Leong Insurance last year (company insurance). At first they handed me a form and ask me to visit the doctor to get the medical report and I was charged RM 50 for that. After dragging for 6 months, I got my check, and the amount is less RM50 . And the explanation I got is medical report non-claimable. Now who asked me to get the report at the first place, and who made me pay RM 50 for nothing? Damn PISS OFF now............
...meaning my enthusiasm in this industry is getting lower and lower.....
haven't been getting news from my "shed of light" after more than a week now.....had been asking what's the status and I get no reply...... getting more and more boring and low energy.....
Found this "Electrical Goods" man in Jusco, 1 Utama yesterday
See how creative they are to stack up with all the electrical goods, even the hair is made up of pots handle...... Good Job to whoever did this.....
